STOP
Dying 2 Write
First comes the feeling of my skull. A dull dark dome that surrounds my consciousness.
Fingertips are next. The slightest flicker of electric perception glides over them. Dull emptiness fills the rest of my physical body. A noise, slowly I comprehend a being. They are adjusting some part of my body, talking as they work.
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"An Absolutely Beautiful day out aint it Matthew?"
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Matthew bounces in the dark dome. It arrives at a little spot near the bottom left, where base meets neck.
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I am Matthew.
"Did you make a mess" he asks, "DO not worry one bit" he quickly follows "we are going to get you nice and clean."
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He feels gentle I sense love.
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Tingles rise out of my toe bones.
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Swimming through darkness I connect consciousness to nerves.
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Straining, blood boils in the dome. I surge energy to my feet willing legs to free themselves from their icy lock. Fire burns in my stomach I breathe into violent aches.
My big toenail quakes.
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I shit and consciousness ceases to exist.
Reentering existence is not gentle.
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Pulses radiate the dome.
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"An Absolutely Beautiful day out aint it Matthew?"
Tickles my ear